Loves

i might go crazy.

sometimes i really wonder if he loves me. I feel it sometimes but the actions usually don't support it. Don't know who to believe. He's very different from all the guy's i've known. i've tried to meet his needs and be understanding but no1's gonna meet mine. Can i accept that? I've been told, i'm too nice. thats why i always get bullied and taken advantage off. why am i always willing to give in but it dosen't seem to be making things better? Does playing hard to get really work? why won't people treasure the things that they have? I know that he has a scar and maybe i pushed too hard, i don't know. I was upset he felt that way... maybe thats how he felt about me too.? I've waited a whole night. still haven't gotten a reply. how long would i have to wait? or will it all come to nought. i've explained my part, is he willing to listen? or will he let past scars in the way. i've got nothing to complain, it was me who put it there in the 1st place. What is the truth.. tell me the truth..

so many different views, nothing positive. It seems like i'm waiting for the impossible. (a miracle has to appear) i really don't know if i can take it.

I'm afraid i've fallen so hard, i can't get out this time.

by Hannah 1:04 PM