4.10.09
sch is reopening tml.
i'm actually dreading it, not very sure why though.
the only good thing i can say about it is that at least all 4 days of my classes are in the same room.
hannah had her virgin trip to club and the experience, all i can say is tiring.
i'm just a slacker.. and can conclude that after this, i need not do any exercise for the rest of the week.
mama tot i was going to lie to him about it. NO! I'M A GOOD GIRL!
stupid lies would only destroy everything but i at least need some corporation from someone :)
no unreasonable demends so i don't have to lie..! right?
its not very nice though.. to go out with someone in NS.
you will only get to see him like once a week
(maybe more if you're lucky).. and have to make the day that he's out free
(if not, it means i don't wanna see him?) find like lots of means to keep yourself occupied, just cus i don't like being bored.
but in the end, i'm too busy for him?
no1 to touch, no1 to see, not much to hear either.. how sad can life get.
whats worse is the feeling of so near yet so far :(
sometimes i miss you so much, i feel so empty..
but, i can't complain, i can't complain! cus its not his fault..
bangwall bangwall..
like that how to be understanding gf.. zzz..
(working on it)
by Hannah 5:40 PM
