23.3.08
randomthoughts
i'mgonnatypelikethisasmyspacebarisscrewed,juslikethewayeverythingelseisscrewedup.
myparentsarecrap.thingsaregoingtobethesameasb4sissywentintothegirl'shomeiftheydon'tstopit.
mummy'salwaysscreamingfornofreakinreasonanddaddy'sbiased.buaytahanthem.
seriously,somethingscannotbesaidtocertainpeopleandifudo,itspellsdoomsday.
itjustslippedoutofmymouthandalli'vegotbackiscrapcrapandmorecrap.
ijustwantsomeonetolistenandnottellmewhattodo.i'lllivemylifejustthewayiwantitandu'vegotnosay.
thethinghannahhatesmostispeopletellingmewhattodo,whatishouldandwhatishouldnot.
pleaseeeicanmakemyowndecisionsandifimakeitwrongly,i'lljustownup.whatsthebigdeal.
myarmsareachingafterdoingallthosestandingpushups.ican'tdothestandardones.tooweak.
gottotraintraintobefit.theni'llhaveanicefig.won'tttbegreat?butguessttdaywillnevercome.
mytoesarestillhurtingduetothatnewpairofshoesiworethatday.itfeltlikeitwasdiggingintomyflesh.
i'vebeenoverspending.thistimenotmy$$butdaddyandhis.feelratherguiltybutican'tseemtostop.
daysareboring.i'veeitherbeengoingoutorslackingathome.notworkingatall.
havetorelyonmy3blogshopsbutnoneofthemaremakinganymoneyasihaven'tbeendoinganyadverts.
someonecaretohelp?prettypleasewithsugarontop:)
sch'sgonnastartsoon.lookingforwardtoitaswellasnot.itslikeiwannagobutidon'twannagotoo.
life'sacompletemessnow.idon'tknowwhati'mdoing,whatishoulddo.
mymindthinksonewaybutmyheartthinksanother.
likeisaidinthebeginning.everythingisscrewedup.includingthislappy.
kindahaveafeelingnoone'sgonnareadthispost^^
by Hannah 2:29 AM
