27.3.08
FINALLY, my spacebar's working properly again.
i've gotta grow up and stop acting like a child.
i'm 18 this year, not 8 but sometimes i just can't help it.
i like acting like that.
gotta kick that bad habit.
maybe also think for the future and not live just for present.
there are advantages/disadvantages for both.
would be great it i could just do both at the same time.
being an actress isn't my forte but i think i'm getting better at it.
esp the role of being a 2 faced b****.
all acting dumb while actually knowing everything.
being nice to people while badmouthing them behind.
i can say that its all done with good intentions but thinking bout it,
its not really helping the situation at all.
i really don't know why would people want to live in a world of lies.
its not even their friends their lying to, but its themselves.
It really did hurt when i found out the truth myself,
even though i did suspect it long ago.
i could give u the benefit of the doubt but there's proof!
i've given u the last chance and now i'm waiting for the answer.
i hope this time it would be true.
by Hannah 1:41 AM
