5.8.06
i love my dear but i can't stop arguing with him..
i want him to treat me better,
i want his attention..
i want him to WANT to walk to me,
to talk to me, etc..
i can't understand y he dosen't..
i want him to WANT me..
i want him to long for me,
to miss me..
he dosen't.. WHY?
i want him to understand me..
i know i should not be comparing him with others
but whenever i'm nt with him and i see other couples
i feel dejected and unwanted..
he dosen't know..
cause he dosen't want to talk to me, i find others..
cause he won't make me happy, i find others..
but my heart has always been with him all this while..
thought of giving up on this relationship billions of times..
in the end, i didn't..
the only reason that holds me back is that i still love him..
i can't make everyone happy..
jiun n ming will have to understand..
n bout all those rumours bout jiun n i,
i still love my zhouzhou :)
by Hannah 12:20 AM
